Dare as HSP with dissociation

I don't know if there are people, in our world of about 7 billion people, who have no fears at all. I myself was born with many fears, in many respects. The presence of the mental disorders PTSD, (open and hidden) narcissism, codependency, gaslighting (cunning manipulation technique of hidden narcissism) and TPS in the family in which I grew up, had temporarily slightly increased my fears. Now that I am 63 years old and making progress with my therapy, I am increasingly aware of my fears. As HSS, I want to keep trying and experiencing, despite my fears. My negative childhood had hindered my personal development. I don't let myself be hindered anymore, in my actions and thoughts. If I don't dare to do anything, nothing will happen in my life. I prefer to be proactive than to wait passively. As HSP, I can quickly notice small changes, whether I like it or not, including in my own behavior. My curiosity is greater than my fears. That keeps me doing things, despite my fears. I now draw my own conclusions and make my own decisions. I dare now to be, the way I am. And I accept the consequences of my conclusions and decisions.