The Gentle Giant

It appears incongruous at all times now. I look at a thing. I cannot reflect. The war goes on. It is a war I do not want. But it is imposed on me. I can do nothing about it. We go into The Gentle Giant. I reflect on the weapons of this thing. I am a peaceful man. I need to appease. It is not working. The experience of this life is a special thing. And I am losing it. Losing my life. As it is wasted for me, there is my... family. I cannot go near. I am not sure what is happening. I do not want to know.