Rich as HSP with dissociation

Of course I also want to be rich. Of course I also want to have a lot of money. I cannot live without money, but money doesn't play the most important role in my life. I will not die with little money. Like many other parents, my parents emphasized the importance of the mind and money. Due to the presence of the mental conditions PTSD, (open and hidden) narcissism, codependency, gaslighting (cunning manipulation technique of hidden narcissism) and TPS in the family I grew up in, reason, money and status played the most important roles in my negative childhood. As HSP, I thought and think spiritual wealth and personal development are more interesting. As it turns out, I am the only person in the family with these interests. Material wealth can be practical. But to be happy I just have to be myself and accept myself, as I am. As HSS, I discover that my spiritual wealth helps me to be happy with what I have and what is there.