Discover as HSP with dissociation

As HSS, I am curious about the unknown. As HSS, I sometimes take risks. As a result, I discovered many things, even though they may already have been there. I have many mental and physical symptoms every day. I process a lot of stimuli every day through my more sensitive senses. Even though I grew up in a family with the presence of the mental illnesses PTSD, (open and hidden) narcissism, codependency, gaslighting (cunning manipulation technique of hidden narcissism) and TPS, I am open to new experiences and new discoveries. Because life never ends. I cannot hold back new experiences and discoveries. All I can do is accept what is happening. I can only accept what will happen in the rest of my life. Because life goes largely automatically. I will automatically make even more personal discoveries than I already have made so far. As HSP, I quickly notice small things, whether I like it or not. Now that I am 63 years old and making progress with my therapy, little things can lead to personal discoveries faster. After all, I am increasingly aware of myself and of life.