Struggle for Survival

This novel reveals how the author, Moman, has struggled throughout most of his life, experiencing some of the most terrifying and bizarre phenomenons that occurred from time to time. On numerous occasions he was plunged subconsciously into eerie dreams that haunted him for many years. Subsequently he lost his faculty to differentiate between what is real and what is fiction, between tangibility and void, between existence and emptiness. As a result he is no longer able to tell whether what is happening to him is real or a figment of his wild imagination. To add more confusion to his uncertainty of life, his religious manifestation has often channeled his thoughts in one direction while his adamant belief in Naturalism and its Natural Laws has swayed his mind in another direction. This bewildering feeling has created a deep conflict in his mind, resulting in questioning the real purpose for living. The reason for being born, the struggle throughout life then dying without accomplishing what God and Mother Nature has intended for us to do in return for giving us the seed of life. All they asked is to help each other in times of need and to coexist with other fellow creatures of God peacefully in a harmonious and tranquil world. This book also divulges some of the peculiar ordeals the author, Moman, has experienced within the last ten years. One day he and his buddy, Chris, were heading to Plum Island point to do some fishing. As they approached the outskirt of the Island, where Moman was supposed to turn right, for no reason whatsoever he continued driving on Route I, North, until they arrived to a bait shop that they had never seen before. Out of curiosity they pulled into the shop's parking lot and decided to look the place over. The owner of the shop, Bobby, received them amicably then took Moman aside to show him around. Fifteen minutes later they decided to leave because they didn't see any bargains. Just before they exited, Bobby called Moman back and told him d